The way you look at me has changed

The way you look at me has changed *** There was once love There was once excitement for the potential future was full of enlightenment *** But now they scream all that you have refrained Full of rage and distain They complain about the pain Ashamed and estranged You quickly look away *** You can't …

Wake Up…

You sip on your bleak cup of disappointment Not a particularly pretty cup or tasty beverage But I'm used to it now It's lukewarm indifference provides an unsettling comfort to my soul *** Is this addiction? Am I self-harming? I feel the pain... but not so deep A sweet sting Like the pricks of the …

Glow Up Diaries : Ep.1

20th December 2019 “There is nothing noble in being superior to your fellow man; true nobility is being superior to your former self.” ― Ernest Hemingway Hey Guys, We all want to improve and become better versions of ourselves. There are four main categories we all want to improve on: Looks Wealth Health Social Status …

Iconic 2019 Products!!!!

Shane Dawson x Jeffree Star Conspiracy Palette    2. Shane Dawson Merch 3. Kim Kardashian Perfume I would never really by a Kim Kardashian product but I must admit seeing everyone in the PR break the giant chocolate hearts with the perfume inside. We also have to admit the perfume bottle was so cute. And …

Iconic Fashion Trends of 2019!!!

Hi Guys, So 2019 is coming to a close but we can't let it go without reminiscing of our fashion favourites of 2019.   1. Balenciaga ville top handle bags 2. Teddy coats and Jackets 3. Fendi Fendi has made a huge come back this year.   They even had an amazing collab with Nicki …

You’re not bold or bright….

You're not bold or bright With colourful wings whose flutter amazes the sight *** You're not loud or opinionated With confidence that oozes in face of any spite *** You're quiet and meek You stutter and seem weak Making it hard to achieve what you seek *** You sit down perched with your dull colours …

Swaying Back and Forth

The dusky atmosphere  lulls you into submission Swaying back and forth mindlessly As if you were in the desert heat In a barren tiresome place where you can't hear a peep *** But your not there Your here On your desk In your room In a city Bustly and gritty *** And yet you sway …

Scared and Afraid

It started off small A  minuscule mistake In the face of a challenge You ran away Afraid of the stakes Heavy to face Yes there was a chance to win But the fear of the fail got you carried away One time, two time And now your constantly afraid The longer you run The harder …

Sorry

Sorry for all the heartache I have caused you, I am not oblivious to your pain, My mistakes have hurt you, I am aware, Im not insane, But I feel stuck, caged in a box, I know my arms and legs can walk freely And my mind is working, even if it fails, But I …

Youtube Motivation to Lose Weight!

Another Friday has come and for me the best time to start a weight loss plan is on Friday, you have a little time to adjust before Monday, so if you fail on a Friday its a lot less pressure than cheating on a Monday (I think... It works that way in my head anyway …